Tuesday, June 22, 2010

No Heartbeat

Baby measured just 7w6d, one day more than our previous ultrasound over two weeks ago. D&C has been scheduled for tomorrow morning.

I am broken.
Posted by Jo at 6:47 PM

85 comments:

  1. NixyJune 22, 2010 at 7:09 PM

    Words fail me. I'm so sorry. So very sorry.

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  2. AnonymousJune 22, 2010 at 7:35 PM

    Oh, honey. I'm so sorry.

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  3. NoelleJune 22, 2010 at 7:38 PM

    I am so sorry. I don't know what to say. My heart fell when I read this.

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  4. LeslieJune 22, 2010 at 7:39 PM

    I am so very sorry!! My heart aches for you and your DH!!! I am so sorry!

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  5. UnknownJune 22, 2010 at 7:43 PM

    I am so sorry to hear this. My heart sank when I read this. Ugh, life is really unfair sometimes.

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  6. EmmyJune 22, 2010 at 7:46 PM

    Oh no. I am so so sorry.

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  7. AnonymousJune 22, 2010 at 7:48 PM

    I am so, so sorry.

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  8. VA BlondieJune 22, 2010 at 7:53 PM

    So sorry. My heart breaks for you.

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  9. AnonymousJune 22, 2010 at 8:05 PM

    I'm so very sorry. There are no words.

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  10. KaitJune 22, 2010 at 8:07 PM

    Oh Jo. I'm so, so, so, so sorry. I don't know what else to say.

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  11. AnonymousJune 22, 2010 at 8:09 PM

    Oh, no no no.
    I'm so, so, so sorry.
    No words.

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  12. KellyJune 22, 2010 at 8:24 PM

    Oh no. Jo, I am so sorry. There are no words. I wish I could come and hug you and cry with you.

    (((HUGS))) Please let me know if you need anything. I'm just so sorry you have to go through this again. It's so unfair.

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  13. MichelleJune 22, 2010 at 8:28 PM

    I have no words.. this is terrible and unfair. We are all here for you.

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  14. JW MoxieJune 22, 2010 at 8:33 PM

    Jo, any words that I leave here for you just don't feel like they could ever be enough. Please just know that I am thinking of you and Mo and keeping you close to my heart. (((hugs)))

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  15. ChristaJune 22, 2010 at 8:35 PM

    Oh no, Jo, I'm so terribly sorry to hear that. I'll be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers during your D&C. I'm here for you if you need to vent

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  16. AmandaJune 22, 2010 at 8:49 PM

    I wish I had something more than I'm sorry. My heart hurts for you both. (((hugs)))

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  17. Keiko ZollJune 22, 2010 at 9:09 PM

    Oh G-d, Jo - I'm so sorry to read this. I have been rooting for you for weeks. You are certainly in my thoughts and prayers tonight. You are broken now- but you are a strong woman who can pick up those pieces and put herself back together. No need to do it now - now, you grieve. But in time - in time you'll find peace and clarity. For now, we grieve with you. So, so sorry for your loss.

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  18. 'Murgdan'June 22, 2010 at 10:24 PM

    Oh my god. I am so so sorry.

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  19. the misfitJune 22, 2010 at 10:37 PM

    I don't even know what to say. I'm so sorry. Your family is in my prayers.

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  20. AliceJune 22, 2010 at 10:39 PM

    I'm am so, so sorry. Hugs to you.

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  21. KristinJune 22, 2010 at 10:49 PM

    Oh Jo...my heart is just breaking for you. Damn, damn, damn this is just not fucking fair! I am so very sorry honey. Lots of {{{hugs}}} and love coming your way.

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  22. Wanna BeeJune 22, 2010 at 11:06 PM

    Oh no, my heart aches for you and your family.

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  23. jillJune 22, 2010 at 11:13 PM

    Ugh, I'm so very sorry :( *hug*

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  24. sunflowerchildeJune 23, 2010 at 1:22 AM

    Oh no, I am so so sorry. I was completely shocked to see this, I was so hopeful for you.

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  25. Claire June 23, 2010 at 2:07 AM

    Can't add anything to the above except another hug. xxx

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  26. cindyhoo2June 23, 2010 at 5:13 AM

    Dropping in to offer support. So so sorry. Words aren't enough.

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  27. HeatherJune 23, 2010 at 7:06 AM

    Stopping by from LFCA. I am so sorry for your loss. I wish there was something I could do or say to take some of your pain away.

    Sending you a virtual hug. Take care of yourself.

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  28. KJune 23, 2010 at 7:29 AM

    ((((Jo))))

    I want nothing more than to give you a giant hug. Gah! :(

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  29. UnknownJune 23, 2010 at 7:29 AM

    I'm so, so sorry to hear this, Jo. I wish you healing of the body in soul, in time.

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  30. AmyJune 23, 2010 at 7:45 AM

    My heart broke reading this. It isn't fair. My prayers and thoughts are with you right now. Sending you many hugs.

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  31. AnonymousJune 23, 2010 at 7:46 AM

    I am so, so sorry. I'll be thinking of you.

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  32. TraceyJune 23, 2010 at 7:58 AM

    Loads of LOVE to you and MO.
    XOXOXOXO

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  33. LisaJune 23, 2010 at 8:04 AM

    oh my god.. this is so fucking unfair. I am SO sorry Jo. I really am....

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  34. DelennJune 23, 2010 at 8:11 AM

    I am so so sorry.

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  35. MicheleJune 23, 2010 at 8:13 AM

    Oh Jo............... I am so sorry. Sending love...

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  36. DeannaJune 23, 2010 at 8:13 AM

    I'm so, so, so, so sorry. Praying for you.

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  37. FrancieJune 23, 2010 at 8:19 AM

    Oh my God, terrible news. I'm so, so sorry.

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  38. JendeisJune 23, 2010 at 8:21 AM

    I'm so fucking sorry. Thinking about you.

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  39. UnknownJune 23, 2010 at 8:37 AM

    MO - OMG!!! I am so sorry to hear this. I will be thinking about you.

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  40. ALJune 23, 2010 at 8:57 AM

    I am so incredibly sorry to hear this. My heart aches for you and Mo. I'll be thinking of you - please let me know if you need someone to talk to.

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  41. Prairie AnonymousJune 23, 2010 at 9:15 AM

    I'm a lurker and I'm so sorry for your loss. As someone who has experience recurrent losses, I still have no words. Take care of yourself. And know you couldn't have done anything differently.

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  42. AnonymousJune 23, 2010 at 9:38 AM

    My heart dropped when I saw the title. I am a long time lurker, and I can't tell you how deeply sorry I am for your losses. I cannot believe it happened again. I am thinking of you and hoping and praying you find peace.
    {HUGS}

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  43. AnonymousJune 23, 2010 at 9:42 AM

    All I can say is that I'm thinking of you and wish this didn't have to happen for you. I'm staring in the face of possibly my 3rd (or 4th since it was twins) miscarriage. It never gets easier, and it's never fair. I'm thinking of you and Mo and of course, your 2 little ones.

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  44. KatieJune 23, 2010 at 9:56 AM

    Jo.

    There are no words. Of course you are broken, anyone would be.

    It is just not fair. I had a loss very similar to this one in 2006, where I had no warning. I still felt pregnant, was throwing up, etc. It was the cruelest thing I had ever felt.

    I wish there was more that I could do for you. Please know you are in my heart, thoughts, and prayers.

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  45. One Who UnderstandsJune 23, 2010 at 10:13 AM

    Oh Jo. I am so sorry. There aren't words to express the pain I feel for you. This is awful!

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  46. JessicaJune 23, 2010 at 10:17 AM

    There are no words...this just isn't right!! Sending((HUGS))!!

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  47. MarieJune 23, 2010 at 10:20 AM

    I am so very sorry. I HATE infertility.

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  48. Melissa GJune 23, 2010 at 10:45 AM

    Damn it, Jo- I'm so, so sorry.

    My heart is breaking for you.

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  49. AlexJune 23, 2010 at 11:32 AM

    Oh Jo - NO!!! What the hell is going on? I'm so sorry. I know how worried you were, and you really wanted this to be ok. I'm crying tears for your baby. I'm so sorry.

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  50. AnonymousJune 23, 2010 at 11:57 AM

    I'm so sorry. Hugs xx

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  51. Mrs. MisfitsJune 23, 2010 at 12:07 PM

    I am incredibly sorry for your loss. This is crushing news and ithere are no words to comfort you. I am sending you a big hug and I am here if you have any questions. Been through the D&C twice. Email auntmisfit at gmail.com. I am just in tears for you babe.

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  52. Conceptionally ChallengedJune 23, 2010 at 12:14 PM

    Oh no. I'm so very sorry!
    Thinking of you.

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  53. AlisonJune 23, 2010 at 12:15 PM

    Oh Jo, I am so, so sorry. This is so unfair.

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  54. SJune 23, 2010 at 12:28 PM

    Jo, I am so sorry for your loss. Reading this sad, sad news made me want to rage against The Universe for the unfairness of it all, but I know that doesn't help you.

    You have been, and will continue to be, in my thoughts.

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  55. R.June 23, 2010 at 12:57 PM

    I am so sorry. I am going through a similar loss right now and I know how much it sucks and hurts. I wish it could be different for both of us. Unlike you, I have had time to understand this was happening even though my confirmation came today, but the pain and grief will get easier. Though I suspect, we both will be raw for a long time.

    Take care.

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  56. RebeccaJune 23, 2010 at 12:58 PM

    I'm here from Alex's blog. I'm so, so sorry. I'm going through the same thing right now (u/s shows no h/b or growth) and having a D&C on Friday. I wish so much that this wasn't happening for you.

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  57. AnonymousJune 23, 2010 at 1:56 PM

    i'm so very sorry. it's not fair. hugs.

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  58. BarefootJune 23, 2010 at 3:17 PM

    I am so, so sorry. My heart is hurting for you.

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  59. MarlaJune 23, 2010 at 3:18 PM

    I am so, so sorry! *hugs*

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  60. FranJune 23, 2010 at 3:31 PM

    I ma so so sorry, I can't believe it's happened. My heart in a million pieces for you. Fran

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  61. AnonymousJune 23, 2010 at 4:00 PM

    So sorry!! Just not fair.

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  62. Jules a.k.a. JulieJune 23, 2010 at 4:29 PM

    Here from Francie's blog. I am so very sorry for your loss. I know there are no words to comfort your heart now. Hugs and prayers for peace.

    Julie

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  63. Glass Case of EmotionJune 23, 2010 at 5:15 PM

    Here from LFCA. Thinking of you, I am so sorry for your loss and I wish there were better words. This is just unbelievably unfair.

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  64. JemJune 23, 2010 at 6:13 PM

    Words can't express how sorry I am to hear your terrible news. Know that we are here for you.

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  65. AnonymousJune 23, 2010 at 6:39 PM

    Here from LFCA to say that I'm so very sorry and I'm thinking about you.

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  66. LauraJune 23, 2010 at 7:05 PM

    I am here from another blog and I wanted to tell you that I am so sorry for your loss, and that I hope the D&C is painless, so that it won't add more worries to your plate.

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  67. TJJune 23, 2010 at 8:32 PM

    I'm so, so sorry. I know that words don't help right now, and I wish there was more I could offer. I've read your blog for a long time and I've been cheering you on. My heart breaks for you and your DH. I'm so sorry.

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  68. AnonymousJune 23, 2010 at 9:16 PM

    Noooo! This isn't fair! It isn't right! I'm so sorry. Crying with you and sending hugs.

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  69. AnonymousJune 24, 2010 at 12:30 AM

    I have no words to give you just sending you all the love and strength to see you through this terrible time.

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  70. AnonymousJune 24, 2010 at 4:20 AM

    I've come to you via another blog. I'm just so sorry to hear your news, its just so absolutely cruel and heartbreaking. I'm so sorry.

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  71. LauraJune 24, 2010 at 6:03 AM

    I know no words will help but just wanted to let you know I am so sorry for your loss. Thinking of you xx

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  72. StephanieJune 24, 2010 at 8:50 AM

    I too wanted to voice my condolences for your loss - my only piece of advice is to let your friends and family support you through all of this.

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  73. FrenchieJune 24, 2010 at 9:20 AM

    This is so unfair, I am so sorry.

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  74. Melissa GriffinJune 24, 2010 at 9:23 AM

    No!!!! Im sooo sorry Jo - that is terrible and totally unfair. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your husband!

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  75. AlexJune 24, 2010 at 9:40 AM

    Thinking of you today. The D&C is tough, but it will get you to the other side quickly. Sending you a hug...

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  76. AnnaBelleJune 24, 2010 at 11:14 AM

    Here through QuietDreams blog.

    Jo, I'm so very very sorry to hear about your baby. (((hugs)))

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  77. The CaldwellsJune 24, 2010 at 11:40 AM

    Praying for you. I am so sorry to read this. My heart is just breaking for you.

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  78. BrennaJune 24, 2010 at 12:04 PM

    I've been following your story and my heart breaks to read this. I'm so, SO sorry Jo. Abiding with you during this time of sorrow~

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  79. Keiko ZollJune 24, 2010 at 12:31 PM

    Thinking of you and your husband again today. Still sending you strength and peace right now.

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  80. saraJune 24, 2010 at 2:40 PM

    I am so so sorry. Thinking of you both.

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  81. Flying MonkeysJune 24, 2010 at 6:00 PM

    I'm so sorry for your loss.

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  82. NicoleJune 24, 2010 at 8:07 PM

    I keep typing and erasing as if I'm going to find something better to say. I am so sorry, my heart just breaks for you.

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  83. AnonymousJune 25, 2010 at 5:50 PM

    I am so sorry

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  84. Baby On MindJuly 7, 2010 at 11:13 PM

    I am so sorry. There are no other words.....

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