Saturday, April 18, 2009

A Really Lousy Explanation...Sort Of

I don't know why this is happening.

I don't know how to fix it.

I don't even know if it should be fixed.

I don't know if we will make it.

I don't know what the future holds.


The only things I do know -- that our baby dreams have been halted, for a year, two years, forever maybe -- make me want to cry, scream, hit something, curl up into a tiny little ball and just disappear.

"Life's not fair, you know."

Yes, that is one thing that I know all too well.
Posted by Jo at 1:21 PM

14 comments:

  1. ErinApril 18, 2009 at 1:42 PM

    Oh Jo, I'm sorry. I'm sorry your going through this, that you even have to think about it. I'm still praying for you and Mo, hoping you find some comfort and solace right now.

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  2. NicoleApril 18, 2009 at 6:11 PM

    Gosh Jo...whatever is causing this is sure making it a mess. I am so, so very sorry that you are in this place. Please know I am praying for you and Mo and I hope you find peace. At least for now.

    We love you and worry about you...please keep us posted if you can.

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  3. NinaApril 18, 2009 at 8:31 PM

    Oh, honey. Please keep us updated. I'm so sorry.

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  4. BellaApril 18, 2009 at 8:48 PM

    I am so very sorry, sweetie. Hang in there. We're here to love and support you, okay? You will get through this. Please let me know if there is anyhting I can do.

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  5. JW MoxieApril 18, 2009 at 9:56 PM

    (((HUGS))), Jo. There just aren't enough words, but please know that I'm thinking of you and I hope that you and Mo can persevere and ultimately strengthen on the other side of whatever it is that is threatening to shake you.

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  6. BarefootApril 20, 2009 at 12:06 PM

    Just sending hugs and prayers your way....

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  7. shocksApril 20, 2009 at 1:03 PM

    Thinking of and praying for you!

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  8. BluebirdApril 20, 2009 at 1:10 PM

    I'm so, so sorry Jo. I'm just now catching up on my reading and so the post about your IVF appointment. I know it doesn't make any difference, but I still have to say that I'm sorry I didn't comment on it earlier. I'm so sorry that you're dealing with this, and that this is your reality.

    I'm not sure if I was reading too fast, or if something happened that lead from that post to this one - regardless, know that I am here for you, thinking of you and praying for you. And willing to listen when you want to talk. ((Hugs))

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  9. JW MoxieApril 21, 2009 at 10:05 AM

    Just dropping in to check on you again, and wanted you to know that I was thinking of you.

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  10. AnonymousApril 21, 2009 at 9:04 PM

    I'm so sorry, so sorry, so sorry.

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  11. HillaryApril 21, 2009 at 11:28 PM

    I am so sorry. I said a prayer for and send lots of hugs your way.

    ICLW

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  12. KristinApril 22, 2009 at 10:20 AM

    Oh Jo...I am so sorry something so big and so earth shaking is happening to you. Sending prayers and love your way.

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  13. ErinApril 22, 2009 at 12:19 PM

    Just checking in Jo, wanted you to know that I'm thinking about you.

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  14. NicoleApril 22, 2009 at 1:49 PM

    Miss you Jo...hope you are hanging in there and know how much we care! Let us know if you need anything!

    ~nicole

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