We are heading back to our former "home" today to prepare for our upcoming FET. Last u/s is on Saturday morning, and if all looks well we are scheduled for transfer on Wednesday.
Somehow, despite Mo's increasing nervousness and anxiety, I have managed to remain fairly low-key about this entire cycle. It just seems more unreal, more distant, than our initial IVF. Once the initial hurdle of scheduling with an unknown RE was finished, my appointments have been smooth sailing. I'm finished with Lupron, so no more shots! And, deep inside, I know that no matter what the outcome of this is, I will be okay.
I say that now, and honestly believe it. But -- what if? I just can't seem to spend as much time on those these days. Maybe I've truly turned it over -- the outcome is totally out of my control. If so, then that is a particular triumph for this over-controlling, OCD gal!
In the coming days, I will ask only that you girls find a minute to send some good vibes our way. Whatever the future has in store for my four beautiful blasts is unknown. . . but I've got hope that somehow everything will work out.
Somehow.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
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So much hope for you and your snow babies!!!
ReplyDeleteYou have an amazing attitude, by the way. Keep it up!
Praying hard for you and Mo. Y'all will be fabulous parents and I hope that happens soon.
ReplyDeleteI am glad that you sound like you are feeling more serene about the process. I will definitely be keeping you in my thoughts. I hope this is "it" for you.
ReplyDeleteI'm sending you positive vibes...as much as I can muster. I hope this is it for you!
ReplyDeleteLots of love, Jo for days to come. Love love love!
ReplyDeleteBest of luck this week! I'll be thinking about you. (((HUGS))) and positive vibes.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad to hear you're in a good place. This cycle was so much easier (for the most part...) because I let so much go.
ReplyDeleteFX for you!
Fingers crossed for you!
ReplyDeleteI can't believe it's already transfer time!!! That seemed to go so fast!
ReplyDeleteA moment to send good vibes to you? Sister, you've got my vibes, my prayers, and my thoughts every day.
Lots of love XOXO
So good to hear from you again. Sending you LOTS of goodness and hope.
ReplyDeletesending you many, many good vibes! good luck this cycle!
ReplyDeleteWishing you good luck, Jo and sending all of my good vibes your way!
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