Mo is as blind as a bat, let me start with that.
By yesterday afternoon, I had a clear line. No squinting, no tilting, no finagling necessary.
He claims he still can't see it.
I think he expects it to be like on the movies -- as dark as the control line.
I tried explaining that a line is a line -- but he's not convinced.
After our losses, I'm not surprised he's waiting to get excited. But, after the way he's been blathering on about baby for the last two weeks, I was a little disappointed in his reaction.
This is just one other thing IF, and RPL in particular, steals from us. The ability to see two lines and think "baby." It frustrates me, even though I know I'll have the beta numbers to back me up on Friday.
I, for one, am relieved. This is just the first of many hurdles, but at least we've got this far.
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
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To be honest, the reason I don't POAS is because it brings on more anxiety than it's worth. The first time I got pregnant was the only time my numbers doubled in a non nerve wracking fashion, and it ended in a miscarriage at 8 weeks. The worst experience was the chemical pregnancy, which had me bouncing between hope and despair every other day for two weeks. If I showed my husband two lines he would just shrug and say "now what?"
ReplyDeleteI want that HAPPY back!!!
Enjoy the moment! I am so happy for you right now :) Even if Mo is underwhelmed, I'm not!!! I have been checking all morning for this post :) IF has taken a lot from me, but what it has given back is excitement and joy in other people's successes. I can't wait for your beta day, and beyond. Keep smiling!!!
Congrats!!!!! Can't wait to see pics of that line getting darker!! I hope you can be at peace and your worries eased as much as possible. I know how scary pregnancy is after loss. Stay positive!
ReplyDeleteHa! You ought to have him call the customer service line for pee sticks--they'll say a line is a line, no matter if it's faint. I'm so excited for you and look forward to hearing about your progress!
ReplyDeleteWonderful news! You have to cross this hurdle before any others, so enjoy this moment!!! I have everything crossed that this turns into your take-home baby - finally!!!
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ReplyDeleteHmmm...time to bust out the sharpie and darken that line up. I'm so happy you're seeing a line no matter how faint it appears. Hopefully, Mo will be convinced shortly. :) I'm saying a prayer for you guys.
ReplyDeleteYay for the two lines!!!!
ReplyDeleteSo excited to hear your beta numbers!
Jo that is fantastic!!! I am so happy for you and your second line!!! Mo will get there, promise.
ReplyDeleteYay! Happy the line is there. My dh is the same way---they just don't get a line is a line. Crossing my fingers for great beta numbers on Friday.
ReplyDeleteCongrats! Delighted for you!!
ReplyDeleteCongrats on the line!!! It is a long 9 months but I will be thinking of you the whole time!!! Maybe if we all keep sending you some good thoughts, the universe will comply! Whether that is a real plan or not...I'm doing it! :)
ReplyDeleteWonderful news, congrats!!!
ReplyDeleteJust checking in after a while of not reading blogs and I'm happy to see your great news! Congrats on your BFP!
ReplyDeleteYep, I think you should bop him over the head with the stick! Yay for definite lines!! A required first step on the way!
ReplyDeleteA line is a line. First hurdle: cleared!
ReplyDeleteCongrats!!
Cautiously optimistic for you and Mo! A line is a line. ;)
ReplyDeleteFingers are crossed for some good Beta's. a line is a line :)!!!!
ReplyDeleteWooohoooo!!!! Not on Mo's reaction, on the clear second line! Congratulations!!!
ReplyDeleteFirst off, congrats on being pregnant again!! That is so exciting. I'm sorry Mo is not reacting the way you would like. Hopefully after nice high beta numbers he will feel more excitement.
ReplyDeleteThat's awesome! I know you must be feeling cautious but I believe some secret shower dancing is in order!
ReplyDeletePraying for great numbers and a beautifully perfect pregnancy!
ReplyDeleteThinking of you, and hoping you get fantastic numbers. XX
ReplyDeleteWhat a huge hurdle! Congrats!
ReplyDeleteHope you got my email and hope you are still getting good news. If you are anything like me you have probably peed on a whole handful of sticks since this post and I'm hoping to hear about how that dark line can be seen by Mo from across the street!! -Denise
ReplyDelete"This is just one other thing IF, and RPL in particular, steals from us. The ability to see two lines and think 'baby.'" <--This is brilliant, and so, so true. There's so much possibility for heartbreak with the POAS - and no certain joy. But there is hope - love it or hate it, there is always hope - and I have hope for you.
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