FET #2

So. This FET.  Despite my earlier proclamations that it would never work, I have to admit I was very hopeful earlier this week.  I had severe cramping about 3dp5dt (8 dpo), which I figured was implantation.  Sore boobs, night sweats, highly emotional (I cried three times last night), even waking up in the middle of the night to pee the past few nights.  I felt like maybe this was really going to work.

And so I started testing (come on, are you really surprised?  Do you know me at all?)  I started at 5dp5dt with the Wond.fo internet strips.  Negative.  Same thing the next day, and that night.  Not a hint or shadow of a line.  My symptoms started lessening, and I started doubting.  Now, 7dp5dt, I am sure it didn't work.  And I'm wondering how to tell Mo, who thinks we're waiting to Saturday to test, that I am wrong, once again.

I've done some research online, and the Wond.fo's have mixed reviews.  So, this morning, I pulled out the big guns.  The FRER, the CBE digital, my earlypregnancy.com strips, and the Wondf.o are all sitting on my bathroom counter.

I have ALWAYS gotten a positive on this day.

And this morning, I am too terrified to look.

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Negative all around.  Fuck.