Retail therapy, thou art wonderful. I've been keeping myself busy, busy, busy buying out the stores -- and if I could, I'd buy a baby to fill this hole in my heart.
As it is, I'm just going to have to put on my happy face, try my damndest to ignore the plethora of insensitive fertile word vomit that seems to be spewing from people's mouths these days, and try to forget that on this day last year I was the happiest woman on earth.
I'd pour myself a nice, tall glass of eggnog in remembrance of what wasn't to be -- but I'm trying to set a good example.
Sigh.
Infertile AND sober. What a helluva way to spend Christmas.
Thursday, December 23, 2010
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Thinking of you...
ReplyDeleteIf you could, you'd buy a baby to fill a hole in your heart... wow, I can relate. All the presents seem kind of worthless, don't they? If only we could have our children, we'd give the rest of it all up!!! Thinking of you during this time...
ReplyDeletethinking of you and wishing you a happy holiday and wonderful 2011. hang in there....
ReplyDeleteYou're in my thoughts, my bloggy friend.
ReplyDeleteStill here with you.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you're not having the holiday seaon that you had hoped for. That is very hard. I hope you can find something to celebrate this Christmas. You will be in my heart and in my thoughts.
ReplyDeleteNo one should have to spend Christmas infertile AND sober! I say a little eggnog wouldn't hurt :), but I'm a bad influence, so don't listen to me...
ReplyDeleteWishing you a Merry Christmas and hoping 2011 brings better days!
Thinking of you.
ReplyDelete(((hugs)))
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